And then I got home...

So today was going to be the day that I started eating better and made an honest effort in the weightloss department. My intention was to start a new blog and track my progress. I did really well today AND THEN I GOT HOME...it was all downhill from there.

Ridiculous really. A long ass nap, no homework got done, eating eating eating, then to the movies where I ate some more, only to eat some more after that...etc...

I really don't know how to do this. It's one thing to know what I need to do, but why is it so hard for me to actually follow through and do it. DAMMIT. I don't get it. I'm not happy and I'm going to stay miserable if I continue on the path I'm on... why is this so difficult.

You would think that because its something that I want, i would just do it...wtf?