In the beginning, this whole not having a job thing was AMAZING. Now, I fear I may die of boredom. I get tired of doing the same things in day in and day out. I don't have the money to just get out and go explore or try new things and discover what Knoxville, TN and it's surroundings has to offer.
Money is tight. That translates to stress levels being increased and fights being more frequent. This year is not starting the way I imagined it. But I feel like it's early enough into it that things are going to improve. In fact, I'm afraid, I have no other choice but for things to improve.
It will be a chain reaction. Getting a job = more money = more places visited and fun experiences had = less fighting within the household and less me going stir crazy = bliss. (or something to that effect)
Oh my god I am so freakin' bored. I wish I was motivated enough to take longer walks or get more exercise. The problem is that if I take a walk by myself then I feel guilty because the dogs aren't getting the opportunity for exercise, but if I take them with me then I have to worry about them attacking other dogs, etc.
I'll figure it out, I always do.
